Sex + Love

How is it possible to be an accidental fluffer on a porn set? The first time I realized I was a fluffer by default was during a gig at Adventure Studios.

I didn't have a fairy-tale childhood, unless it was one of those dark and grim ones that really shouldn't be read to children.

I never wanted to become someone who could only ever talk about her kids. But then, that's exactly what I became.

Paranoia shrinks the world around you so that you seem larger.

It's the most overtly sexual life choice I've ever made, and it's fun. I feel the urge to call someone, to tell them what I just did, to brag.

Food can be more than nourishing; it can be healing.

Was it worth it? Decide for yourself.

I am on my knees in 15-degree weather scrubbing poop from the sidewalk, and I have an epiphany of sorts—I do not want this dog.