Susie b Cross, now well for two+ years (¡HUZZAH!), can do, pretty much, all the things she used to before that dirty bitch depression tried to take her down. You can read more of her writing (some serious, some not at all) on FB under Susie Bonzo.
Your meltdowns never made any damn sense. They were the product of your immature squirrel brain. My mama freakouts, on the other hand, make hella sense.